Old journals

Today I am going through old journals for inspiration. It makes me sad that I was so full of sadness and angst through what's supposed to be the best time in one's life.

Here's a "Wish List" circa 1992-3 (sophomore/junior years in high school)
To get an "A" in Analysis;
To have friends who care about me;
To not be so incredibly shy;
To be physically fit & less fat;
To have someone to sit with at lunch;
To have a real boyfriend who cares about me;
To get into the college of my choice;
To be one of the "cool" kids;
To be accepted and included;
To get into Honor Society;
To make more friends---REAL ones.